Love never fails. :)

Hear my laments sing ;)

a Perfect closure.

Monday, January 31, 2011 || 11:15 PM

for the month.

the office was maniac today.

basically because today is the last day of the month,

& all the things must be submitted

& cleared.

the staffs were so in tension,

i felt like the only free person there,

as my job is to help the staffs do simple simple stuffs.

well today is over anyway,

& time flies so fast when i'm actually doing something.

doing something that has a meaning,

instead of doing something to pass my time.

i kinda love that feeling.

well now bout me & life.

job's fine.

but seriously,

work> pc > bed

ain't helping.

i feel so so lifeless -.-

except for when i see amazing music videos,

& so many Korean peeps,

i felt much alive as i'll be screaming in my heart.

latest obsession,

Kim Myung Soo,

the one i much like since their Come Back Again song.

and he looks frigging awesome in BTD with his oh-so-long fringe,

but the fringe starts to stand in the recent performances.

but still he is so awesome.

his voice is o soft & gentle.

awww.

i'm such a fan girl.

yeap i'm a super fan girl for Korean.

;)

nevertheless,

i'm a fan girl for God too.

the only Father that guides me through my everyday life.

i felt something is missing recently.

i gotta get it back.

Fast.

and i know i will.

ouch my back hurts.

my shoulders feel tired & they're aching.

my dark circles are getting darker,

even my sister asked if i had put on eyeliner that fine day.

LOL

i'll be back super soon with a new column,

& i'll be introducing my bias for my fav Korean groups.

some shots to make my day.

Infinite.

TVXQ!

still very much alive in me ;)

my darling Jong Hyun.

my super B2ST !

this is L, aka Myung Soo.

wheeee

awesome BTD vids.

rehearsal.

dance version.

awesome comeback.

the dance choreography is just simply awesome.

Scorpion dance is definitely love.

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the Sun still shines.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011 || 11:25 PM

The great blessings of mankind are within us and within our reach;

but we shut our eyes, and, like people in the dark,

we fall foul upon the very thing we search for,

without finding it.

-Seneca

best quote so far ?

yeap. two thumbs up.

ahhh i really felt so blessed.

so many stuffs for me to be grateful for.

i have an amazing family,

wonderful friends,

& everything i need in my life

are lying beautifully in front of me.

i've been falling for temptations,

but thank the Lord i am able to pull myself back into the reality.

yep to be grateful for all i have,

rather than thinking about what i don't.

sometimes i just cant help it but to think about them

but hey it's life,

you just cant get everything you want.

well as you know i've been working for the 14th day already

& i got my first salary today.

i'm just really over the moon,

& feeling super blessed

since it's my first Official salary.

it's not much but at least there's something.

the staffs in the office told me to get a thing that i want

with my first ever salary.

& for this moment i think i am only able to get myself,

a pair of shoes.

well i lovee shoes,

so yeah teehee

and before i end,

Happy Birthday my dear Jae Joong.

hope everything is going fine for you.

& we'll be keeping the faith.

you are so loved by all of us ;)

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Break. through.

Monday, January 24, 2011 || 9:28 PM

finally i have the time to blog :D

this time,

i am here to complain about my usage of money,

which made me broke,

& broke-er :(

my working life basically killed my every week's allowance.

lunch costs more than i know.

so i am made poorer by wasting my money on lunch.

i believe both my sisters are richer now as they bring food from home,

& kept their allowance tight.

yer.

the food i eat are usually oh-so-tasty,

but not healthy in a very way.

how i wish daddy allows me to drive to work,

so i can drive home for lunch,

& drive home right at 6pm.

it's like forever waiting for him to fetch me.

lol

as i am 18 now,

life gets more serious.

mum knows i'm all in for accountings,

& we both know Sunway is the best.

BUT,

finance isn't good.

my mom has 2 more daughters to support.

anyway,

i am not dying to get into a college now,

i was back then.

you would know if you have read my previous posts months/years ago.

i longed for freedom,

i longed to be away from this home,

i longed to be anywhere but here.

yeah mums are annoying at time,

but they do know the best for you.

i'm just hoping to get into matriculation,

so that wouldn't have to suffer form 6.

for this mean time,

just enjoy life,

& work to earn money.

it's not much but still it's something.

but i really hate to wake up so so early in the morning lah.

oohh and CNY is around the corner :D

i feel like baking but the electric mixer is spoiled.

must find a way.

haha

till i see you again !

p/s : SEUNGRI & his comeback album really awesome lo.

Alisson crazing over it & i miss you so much !

see you in a week plus !

loveeee much xoxo

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spree

Friday, January 21, 2011 || 11:09 PM

i'm working tomorrow.

i super love my working environment,

cause all the jie jie are so happy & fun.

remember i love happy people right ?

they give me internal organs ache,

cause they are just too too hilarious.

haha

lazy to blog bout the details,

wait for tomorrow ba.

i need a layout change.

agree with me ?

;)

i know there's a plan for me.

a heavenly plan.

& i'm going to throw all away the thoughts.

whatever it is,

it wont get to me.

so go on with the crap,

i dont mind a single one.

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Sunday, January 16, 2011 || 7:00 PM

It's a lovely Sunday.

and it's about to end.

i really dont wanna go back to work la daddy.

because waking up so early is killing me !

T.T

went to church this morning.

missed bible class because i really cant wake up.

aunt is back in KL,

but expecting to see her & uncle + wife in 3 weeks' time.

teehee

went for a lil shopping with parents.

now i know why they always say they have no money.

my gawd.

food & drinks costs a blast.

X.X

about me recently.

my face is in super bad shape.

walao it's getting more & more uneven T.T

due to late nights & shortage of water in my body i think,

plus i didnt take good care of it.

aih

& now i'm fat.

gained weight, gained inches of fats.

T.T

& i feel sick..

yeah i know because i'm dehydrated.

& i'm miserable cause i'm broke,

plus i misplace my camera T.T

okay la.

this seems to be it.

teehee

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Easy.

Friday, January 14, 2011 || 9:45 PM

BEAST's Easy is on my playlist now.

the most anticipated Friday is here.

owh man.

i've been working for a week already.

i really super duper hate the idea of waking up so early in the morning,

taking a hot shower and i still feel soooo cold,

& drag myself to the office.

compared to Jasmine,

i think my job is better.

much better i shall say.

there's no pressure,

& all the jie jie & kakaks are so friendly.

hehe probably giving me face cause they know my dad =D

CNY is in 3 weeks time, and i am really looking forward to it.

my nails will be painted,

& there's ang paus,

& nice food,

& happy gatherings.

i can totally feel it now already.

teehee.

owh and this is what i missed.

SUPER SAD RIGHT D:

B2STwithoutgikwang 4Minute & G.NA.

my fav boy band,

my fav girl band,

& my fav solo female singer.

my fav male singer is Lee Seung Gi btw.

where's this chance to meet them altogether again leh ?

CUBE HWAITING !

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Tuesday, January 11, 2011 || 7:45 PM

i had a dream last night.

i hope it comes true,

because it's one hell of a dream.

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Darker than Black.

Monday, January 10, 2011 || 9:08 PM

but what i want is slightly lighter than the Ash Brown i'm having.

But i love my hair colour now.

what should i do ?

ahhhh

Welcome to Workland D:

today is the 10th day of 2011.

& the first day i went for work.

Office work.

super tiring,

but what to do, i want the money;

so have to earn myself T.T

Jasmine is working too !

but we're working at two ends.

can't have lunch with her also.

Basically i photocopied stuffs for half a day in the office.

it's kinda insane,

because it actually took me almost 5 hours to finish that stack of papers.

i felt so guilty & sad seeing all those new papers get wasted just like that.

oh mother earth.

See the picture.

Yes you've seen the picture.

the date states the 13th, which is this Thursday.

Remember me dying this go for this KPOP party ?

well i took every chance i have to get the tickets,

& abandon the the thought.

try to get the tickets & abandon the though again.

well now you see the tickets ?

Gladys had the free tickets & spared me one.

i was so happy,

until i know i cant go for it.

yes this is the first week of my work,

& i don't expect the boss will treat me well if i ask for 2 days leave.

you'll be pissed if you're the boss right ?

well it's a big regret that i am unable to see B2ST,

my 6 sayangs :(

see the cap.

If you have read my previous post,

no joke my cap is back !

the cap Bernice, JY, Sher Lee, Alisson & Jess Minn bought for me.

i still can't believe i have it now in my room.

i'm just so grateful.

very thankful.

thanks to Jasmine who had been comforting me.

cried like a newborn baby eh ?

한국 !!

Jing wen got them for me & Jasmine from her Korea trip.

She had one too,

i didn't manage to snap a picture of it.

next outing kay.

now i miss outings with Jasmine & Jing Wen.

sounds so quiet without them.

this is Hendriq.

who had successfully flee out from NS.

yay at least daddy is back.

i thought it would be long till i can see him again.

well last night,

i cant sleep at all.

every moment when my mind is alert,

people who appeared in the bible just keep spinning in my head.

their stories,

the parables.

it was so hard for me to sleep.

i just couldn't rest my mind and go to bed.

i hope it is a sign.

i really hope so.

till then i shall see you.

God Bless !

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Because of you.

Friday, January 7, 2011 || 1:38 PM

Have you ever listen a melody this sweet ?

B2ST is just the best.

They're songs are just perfect.

never disappoints me.

just so beautiful

& awesome.

eager to watch this drama.

My Princess ;)

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Disposophobia,

|| 11:46 AM

is also known as pathological hoarding;

a term where i learnt from BONES 5 Finale last night.

my mum says that my dad is a diposophobic.

well he never wants to throw a thing.

and so happened,

i think i got his this very genes

& made me unwilling to throw stuffs too.

this is bad.

because these stuffs had flooded my room,

Badly.

and i am unable to search for the missing stuffs.

oh yes i have been loosing things lately.

most of them,

well i misplaced.

& idk why

i really cannot remember & recall things.

i'm getting rather old lately.

and random stuffs about me.

i lost the Roxy cap. :((((

i lost the voucher :(

i lost the lesson paper :(

my hair colour is fading. double D:

Infinite's latest album had been addictive.

Kaze no Stigma is so awesome. *Kazuma screams*

my Cafe World is coming alive.

& i'm starting work next Monday.

i'm hoping that it'll go well xl

so far these are my updates.

will be blogging soon if the mood is here.

for now adios !

Because i listen to my heartbeat

one by one.

Before the Dawn.

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It's one place that you wish you are present.

Monday, January 3, 2011 || 10:29 PM

yeah Youth Quake ;)

it has been 8 days since the first day i reached there.
miss it super much =(

Day one

26th Dec

Upon my arrival,

i saw the long time never see Penang friends.

awesome people :D

i was lucky to get to sleep in a room instead of a dorm,

because i wouldn't need to fight for the toilet every morning.

*in the 2009 YLDP, me & al had to get up as early as 4 plus to bath in the morning. D:

this is how my room looks like :D

i sleep at the top of the double decker bed.

spot Micey !

Nothing much for day 1,

but there's this news that broke our hearts.

no playing cards, which led to

no heart attack, which led to

no screaming & shouting, which led to

no fun :(

the camp is fun in a way la.

but could have been much better if there's heart attack ;)

Day two

27th Dec

i did devotion.

i suck at it :D

really thanks a million to Ben Ong & Alisson.

they are great helpers ;)

attended Optimizing Me Life personal workshop.

in the evening, there's put 1st team building session.

there's 18 of us.

we made a really great team.

;)

Day three

28th Dec

attended When you have to disobey your parents family workshop.

i think i gained a lot of knowledge from it.

i'm trying my best to be obedient to them,

for they know what's best for me.

God help me with it :)

there's no team building session today,

but there's creative ministry.

i've been sticking to the idea of self-defense,

& i didnt regret a single bit

Master Yeow is awesome, so are both of his students.

Takanori is only 15 but he's a 2nd degree black belt holder,

while Nicholas is only 14 & a 1st degree black belt holder.

super chun la this day :D

& Fun Night.

not that fun actually.

i think it's because of the rain & all activities must be cancelled.

so well Bangsai Boys humoured us load :D

& the lame jokes.

haha awesome.

Day four

29th Dec

time flies, it's the 4th day already.

took up Dancing with porcupines community workshop.

porcupines are difficult people.

we are asked to act a drama bout handling porcupines.

i suck at drama.

-.-

i just suck when i need to face so many people.

so scary lah.

then team building session again.

fuh the games are superb :D

i do not like crying sessions.

but Amazing Grace, Amazing Love, So you would come,

all the lyrics just keep tears flowing. aih

grateful for KTN MYF-ers.

the hugs are so warm.

Day 5

30th Dec

the final day.

it's really super fast, time having to flow without you realizing it.

crying session again,

but this time i have a shoulder to lean on :)

and MYF-ers, very supportive in all.

i thought i saw heaven when i was crying on Alisson's shoulder.

the scenery is so nice.

clouds are floating,

i felt peace.

Peace :)

okay too much of writings,

pictures time ;)

Ben-me-Beverly

Alisson.

i miss you :(

Calvin :D

Joshua :D

Edward-not-so-Cullen. :D

Bryan. KPOP :D

Uncle James.

*Bryan's dad

my devotion group.

Group 38

so lucky to be with Al & Ben.

Han How is super nice !

Benjamin. Head Boy :D

Ben Ong.

Hair colour very chun :D

Views.

Randoms.

the feeling i have when there's vegetarian maggi :D

our constant makan table.

*my birthdate ! :D

Sermon during the camp is based on Acts 16:26

Pastor Joe did a great job.

i do understand what he is trying to deliver.

the food during the whole camp is the best.

we have fish everyday & the food really tastes so so good.

i miss the cooking.

this is the vocal workshop.

half an hour & this is borned.

& this is the Bangsai Boys.

superb !

& this is us.

we're awesome.

teehee

things were wrong with my life.

i will salvage it before it is too late.

i know i can.

Lord just guide me with everything,

i'm gonna be the change this year.

*something is super wrong with the codes,

but i'm super hungry no & it's almost 2.

so bear with the annoying words*

Good Night & Good Morning :D

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