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the inner thoughts.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 || 7:02 PM
people do often ask me.
this question how to do ?
& although i know how & am very certain of my answer,
i will say,
er like that like that i think. i NOT sure .
even though when i'm 100% percent sure.
people do often ask me.
what to bring ? need to do what ? should i this, or should i that ?
& to every question people ask,
there's only one answer from me.
i will say,
i don't know wor. i not sure.
i think you should this, i think you should that also.
hmm i don't know la, my opinion very cha.
even though i have my own standings.
reason:
one wrong word or one wrong answer or one they-not-so-like opinion will cause people to blame Fully not partially but fully on me.
so what is the point ?
people usually say i'm not confident.
well yes because i'm not trained to be.
imagining people asking me, you think the red or black one nicer ?
and if my answer were to be
red definitely the red. a lot of people love red. seriously red.
people : oh ya i think so too. thanks ya.
& the next day goes;
people: i regret listening to you dy. people like black more. they say red very hidious.
also don't know why you say red nice. sigh regret dy.
well i don't know what reaction i'll have because so far i have NOT give a solid opinion or answer to anybody.
besides close friends and family of course.
they are what i treasure MOST.
so there you see.
i'm not capable of doing anything on my own will.
people might say,
don't care bout others la, trust yourself and do the right thing.
but you don't know what people will do next.
people like, people dislike.
for me,
i hate being accused for this and for that.
neh she says one. i also dunno. i listen to her one. sigh now everyone do wrong dy lo .
so what do i have to defend myself if i give my full solid answer ?
i have my on view my own opinion my answer.
but sometimes, it's not worthy to give people you do not appreciate them.
say i stuck up.
say i lc.
that's the opinion i don't care about,
because i'm not you.
think.
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