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Despicable, me.
Friday, July 23, 2010 || 1:38 PM
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i've never fell this bad in 12 years time.
here,
i am wounded.
not quite badly,
but enough for me to scream.
i hate bathing sessions when i'm in this condition.
it stings oh yes it stings much.
worst still i can feel it stinging my pulse,
for some wounds are on the wrist.
dad left work to drive me home.
stopped at Guardian,
left me in the car,
& he get down to get some medical stuffs.
that's where i break down and cry like one baby.
& when he returns and see me cry,
he decided to bring me to the hospital.
i felt so bad.
really bad for i've ruined the mood of yesterday's morning.
i'm sorry bern,
i'm sorry sher,
i'm sorry des.
& thanks for everything. :)
so there's no sports day this year for me.
i can't even attend one.
standing & sitting is so pain.
even to move it stings. a lot.
i wonder how long will it be till my legs & hand can function again.
i wonder how long will it take for me to be able to run & jog again.
yes i wonder.
this mood now has killed my interest in studies.
currently i felt like a handicapped,
unable to do things on my own.
i just hate it when i'm weak & i pain.
i can't bear any pain at all, at any cost.
now i just have to endure the pain till it ends.
& i wonder how long will it take.
& with this condition now,
there'll be no movies for me.
there's so many i want to watch !
1. Inception
2. Despicable Me
3. The Sorcerer's Apprentice
Dad : you're despicable already.
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