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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 || 10:12 PM
and so,
the 30th.
25 hours to the end.
2009 is flying away & 2010
zooming in.
gawd.
to think of this year,
did i achieve anything at all ?
fruitful thought.
as Sherlock says.well
to think of;
i survived in Alor Akar this year without my closest friends,
all in afzan.
what an accomplishment huh.
to think of;
i've started form 4 steadily
& ended it far worse than ever.
that's what i'm regretting.
to think of;
the time i've wasted,
the moments i didn't appreciate,
the opportunities that are gone,
& the life,
still unable to be changed,
as pathetic as before.
But to think of;
i got nearer to the
Father above,
having the determination to live
His way,
being honest & obedient,
& to pray & give
Him praise always;
is the biggest change in life.
Although i still failed to attend church every Sunday,
although i still failed to become a better christian,
i guess having the determination to change is what's all about right ?
to have a year like 2010,
is surely though for me.
the responsibilities i have to take;
the laziness i have to throw;
the timidness i have to overcome;
the steadiness i have to remain;
& all.
i'm afraid.
but i know God's with me.
but still,
i'm afraid.
Everything is about to begin as pretty as it is again.
but whether to end it nicely or not,
depends.
Just hope i can take this new year real seriously,
& aim at what's most important.
supports from friends & family is just what i need,
which i know they will be there always.
=)
aite.
life it is.
oh well then.
God bless.
=D
don't bother to think why i don't wanna write this on 31st.
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