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all praises to;

Jesus;
Lord & Savior.

Romans 13:8
Owe nothing to anyone except to love one another,
for he who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law.


1 Peter 2:9
But you are a chosen people,
a royal priesthood,
a holy nation,
a people belonging to God,
that you may declare the praises of him
who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.



† Jess Lynn-N.
Here in the death of Christ she lives.
I'm very fond of Vampires & all sort of horror, bloody things.
I love books & tv series; thrillers,mystery, romance, life.
I love Music as they understands me.
I'm very into food, sweets & colours. They make me :)
Nevertheless; i love JESUS the most;

and i'm just one ordinary child;
aged 18 in 2011.
:)
xoxo;
재쓰린, 화이팅

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280809
Friday, August 28, 2009 || 5:47 PM

Happy Birthday,
sapo Chelsea.
=)
All the best to you in everything.

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Day by Day. <3
|| 5:20 PM


很想挽回,
但我知道是不可能的.
祝你 天天都快 乐
=)

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
Rie Fu- Life is like a Boat
재쓰린 .
emo days are gonna be over so so soon.
=)

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T-Max- Fight the Bad Feeling 나쁜 마음을 먹게해
Thursday, August 27, 2009 || 2:59 PM

KOREAN/ HANGUL
어떡하냐 자꾸 나쁜 마음을 먹게 돼
미안해

이러면은 안되는걸 알아
거짓말 거짓말이라 말하면
내마음이 다시 돌아갈까
눈물이나
너무 미안해서 눈길 못주고
가슴아파
첫마디를 뭘로 해
생각안나

뚯두 뚯뚯두 뚯두루 뚯둣 뚯두
빱바 빱밥바

그댄 자꾸 나를
나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
나쁜 맘이야 나쁜 맘이야
우리 사랑 영원히 없어지지않아

나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
너무 나쁜 맘이야 너무 나쁜 마음이야
우리사랑 지우는건
너무 나쁜 마음이야

이별이 싫은데 그냥 너랑 헤어지긴 죽어도 싫어

무슨말하고 제발 날 잡아 제발
정말 내 마음 변하게 하지말고 예전처럼만

다정하게
그냥 예쁘게 나만 봐주고
따스하게
한마디만 해주면
소원없어

뚯두 뚯뚯두 뚯두루 뚯둣 뚯두
빱바 빱밥바

그댄 자꾸 나를
나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
나쁜 맘이야 나쁜 맘이야
우리 사랑 영원히 없어지지 않아

나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
너무 나쁜 맘이야 너무 나쁜 마음이야
우리사랑 지우는건
너무 나쁜 마음이야

이별이 싫은데 그냥 너랑 헤어지긴 죽어도 싫어

TRANSLATIONS
what do i do. i keep having bad thoughts.
i’m sorry

i know that i can’t be like this
if i say that it’s a lie, a lie
will my heart go back
tears fall
i can’t even look at you because i’m so sorry
my heart hurts
what do i say first
i can’t think

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you.. i don’t like it even if i die

kindly
just think of me kindly
warmly
if you just say one word
i have no other wish

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you.. i don’t like it even if i die

ROMANIZATION

Eotteokhanya chakku nappeun ma-eumeul meokge dwae
mianhae…

ireomyeoneun andoeneungeol ara, keojitmal
keojitmalira marhamyeon nae ma-eumi dasi tolagarkka
nunmulina, neomu mianhaeseo nungil motjugo
kaseumap’a ch’eotmadireul mweollo hae
saenggakanna

ttutdu ttutttutdu ttutduru tttutdut ttutdu ~
ppapa-ppapbapba~

keudaen chakku nareul

nappeun ma-eumeul meokge hae
keudaereul itneun ma-eum
naegeneun choheun mam anya
neomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nappeun mamiya nappeun mamiya
uri sarang yeongweonhi eopseojijianha

nappeun ma-eumeul meokge hae
keudaereul itneun ma-eum
naegeneun choheun mam anya
neomu nappeun ma-eumiya
neomu nappeum mamiya neomu nappeun mam-eumiya~
uri sarang jiuneungeon
neomu nappeun ma-eumiya

ibyeoli sirheunde keunyang neorang he-eojigil chukeodo sirheo

museunmarhago chepal nal chapa chepal
cheongmal nae ma-eum pyeonhage hajimargo yejeonch’eoreomman

tajeonghage, keunyang yeppeuge naman bwajugo
ttaseuhage, hanmadiman haejumyeon
soweoneopseo~

ttutdu ttutttutdu ttutduru tttutdut ttutdu ~
ppapa-ppapbapba~

keudaen chakku nareul

nappeun ma-eumeul meokge hae
keudaereul itneun ma-eum
naegeneun choheun mam anya
neomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nappeun mamiya nappeun mamiya
uri sarang yeongweonhi eopseojijianha

nappeun ma-eumeul meokge hae
keudaereul itneun ma-eum
naegeneun choheun mam anya
neomu nappeun ma-eumiya
neomu nappeum mamiya neomu nappeun mam-eumiya~
uri sarang jiuneungeon
neomu nappeun ma-eumiya

ibyeoli sirheunde keunyang neorang he-eojigil chukeodo sirheo




<3 구준표

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220809
Saturday, August 22, 2009 || 5:43 PM

Happy Birthday,
Jess Minn.
=)

God Bless.

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title-less
Friday, August 21, 2009 || 5:36 PM

and there Holidays started.
sigh and topical 4 is on the 8th of Sept.
what fun can i have?
lol

i'm really lazy lots to update this blog.
nothing to write recently.
& the layout & url is so bored to me.
i'm definitely changing the url & layout during holidays.
haha

days are getting bored.
i dunno why.
haha
hope i could live better life.
xD

oh and i got back the phone,
which is Perfectly Normal.
it's perfect when i say it is,
so it's Perfect now.
hope it won't cause trouble to me anymore.
hee

ok la
really hope renovation will be a success this time.
*slams head*

and there;
my favourite song of all.
=)



TVXQ! in M'sia 06.
=)
Stand by U
jEs Ž †_'

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hahaha
Sunday, August 16, 2009 || 2:32 PM





TVXQ!
Big Bang
2ne1.

=)

jEs Ž †_'
Stand by U.
xD

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minho.minho.minho
Friday, August 14, 2009 || 2:02 PM

SMK MEN. KEB. ALOR AKAR
KUANTAN, PAHANG.

ARAHAN PENUTUPAN SMK ALOR AKAR KERANA WABAK INFLUENZA A (H1N1)

so school is closed for 7 days.
dad fetched JessMinn to school last night after tuition to ask about it,
cause there's lots of people saying that school had closed down.
well she got the notice letter from the guard house.
students staying in asrama went back home too.
well congrats to JessMinn,
for you'll have 2 weeks time to study for your trial which will be on the 2nd of Sept.
=)

2 weeks at home.
i'll turn lazy.
gosh.
this is so wrong.
gah

oh and i would introduce my latest Addiction,
Lee Min Ho 이민호

&
Gu Jun Pyo.

it's a bit late i know,
but oh goodness you'll get addicted to him once you see him.
*screams*


Jun Pyo & sister.
i<3 her xD


Korean F4 babies =)


jEs Ž †_'
i need a change.
fuh
Stand by U.

Jun Pyo & Jan Di ,
lovely =D

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Revival.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 || 1:56 PM

owh how great i got back my phone.
=)
all is well fixed.
i am so so happy until i notice that nightmare.
grrr
it's not completely well.
wtFFFFF.

oh God.
i can't bear to let my phone back into the factory.
shit lahhh.
the speaker is the real big problem.
shoot.
i can listen to ppl over the phone,
but they can't listen to me.
tell me what the hell am i suppose to do.
oh shit.

i can receive calls,
but i can't talk to them.
they won't be hearing.
sigh.
sigh sigh.
blasted factory it is.
-________-

jEs Ž †_'
Stand by U
gah gahhhh

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the last breath.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 || 1:29 PM

Datin Nur passed away this afternoon.
it was rather shocking.
She was my BM & Seni teacher last year.
she seemed so healthy,
& i just couldn't figure how it happened.

well,
i think i wasn't a good student.
hah
i don't do her work
& often complained a tonne bout her.
there's this guilty feel in me.
i should have appreciated her.
oh well,
it's too let.

Teacher,
may you rest in peace,
& God'll be with you.
=)

jEs Ž †_'
Stand by U.
sigh

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Tagged by JessMinn months ago
Sunday, August 9, 2009 || 10:16 PM

1. My Name : N. Jess Lynn.
2. My Birthday : 21st March.
3. Who tagged you : Jess Minn.
4. Name 5 best friends : God, Music, Sweets, Foods, Maths.
5. What do you wished for birthday : All the things i want.
6. Happy things that happened recently : i got A for history ? lol.
7. Most stressed about recently : Darn that unfinshed essay & oral tests. =.= .
8. What is your dream about future : Err...be someone who is successful with loads of $$ lorh..xD
9. Do you have someone you like : of course i do.heee
10. Will visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : Ain't gonna happen i guess. haha
11. Most happy to hang out with : Friendsss.

12. If two of your friends were having conflicts : Try to slove it.
13. Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : Somewhere we prefer.
14. What to do in Christmas : I wish i could play snow. =(
15. Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Family & friends =)
16. Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : I won't get up.
17. How many siblings do you have : 2.
18. Favourite song ( Female) : JiSun; What should i do.
19. Favourite song ( Male) : Rising Sun; TVXQ! & more others.
20. Favourite Colour : Black, Gray, White & red.

21. Flush before using the toilets : wth
22. Love me not : I support that.
23. Affectionate to guys or girls : errrrrr.
24. What do you want to shout out loudly : I can't shout. =(

25. Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night : wth of course la.
26. Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : wthhhhh
27. Who's the bastard : They are.
28. What's the current affection : heeeee.
29. Sleeps uglily : I don't doubt that. xD
30. Whats the time now : 03:07 p.m

31. Do you hate the person who tagged you : sometimes yeah.

32. Weight : It's heavy.
33. Weather today : gloomy.

34. Are you pregnant : wtf NO
35. What will you do if you win a lottery : hahaha.

36. An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : have fun. lol

= Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : JessMinn.
= How long have you known him/her : since she was born. lol
= Do you think that he/she is important to you? : duh.

= Your relationship with him/her : sister.
= Whats his/hers hobby? : can't define it.
= What do you think about his/her personality? : omg.

= His/her points of importance in your heart : very important.
- 1st thing before sleep : close my eyes.
- 1st thing after awaking from sleep : just keep sleeping.

- Your idol : Fahrenheit, TVXQ! & more
.
- Favourite season : Winter.

- Worked part-time before? : yeah
- Times worked : once
- Country that wanted to go most : Korea/Japan/Australia/Germany.whee
- Personality hated : bitchy types.

- Are you a crybaby? : no.
- You laugh a lot? : haha i don't know.
- Do you like to go out alone? : it's not a problem to me.
- What time you wake up if it was a holiday? : i won't.
- Today's weather (Sunny Rainy Cloudy): Rainy.
- Choose between Friends and Lover : Both.
- Choose between Chances and Fates : Chances.
- Are you narcissist? : I don't think so.
- Is this questionnaire long? : yes.
- How to make yourself feel better every time? : EAT !

- Favourite food : Sushis & sweets.
- Do you like ice? : oh yes..alot .XD
- Are you full of happiness? : yeap.
- Which are the friends that you cared the most? : all of them.
- Whats the most important item in your bed room? : my bolster. xD

- Most consistent dream at sleep : dreamless.

- Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : lol.

- Whats the meaning of life? : don't wanna know.
- Do you know?(See if you can answer this!): wth. -.-
- When do you hate me? : nah.
- Like the day you were born or been into the society?: no comment.
- Like Taoism or Confucianism? : i love christian. =D

- Favourite cake? : Black-forest, Mocha, Tirramisu & any cakes with loads of whipped cream. =)
- Can we stop this game now? : of course we can. lol

- Do you like sardins? : not really.
- Who knows you the best? : heeee. =)
- IQ higher or EQ? : Neither.

- Computer or Mobile Phone : both.

- Prefer to sleep or play? : Sleep if my bones are lazy
.
- Friendster or Facebook? : dunno wor.

- Whats your wish right now? : that thing won't be known
.
- Tired? : Yeahh.

- Favourite drinks : cold orange & watermelon juices & soft cold drinks.
- What do you think of the humanity and personality of the person who tagged you? :
lol

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Tagged by Alisson & Sher.
|| 2:22 PM

1. What have you been doing recently?
er..sleeping.

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
seldom i shall say.

3. What happened at 10am today?
on the way to church.

4. When did you last cry?
few days ago when she gek-ed me. -.-

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
oh crap.

6. What do you want in life now?
straight As for every exam & i want more time.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
i don't do umbrellas. lol

8. What's your favourite thing to do in bed?
lying down messaging with music. =D

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts.

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
err heeee xD

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
never.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince.

14. What are you proud of?
basically nothing except that one. xD

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
errr definition of reducing sugar, from ketua. lol

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
i never sing songs out loud. haha

17. Do you have any nicknames?
jesz ?

18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
err it's from ketua saying he can't on9 now..

19. What time did you sleep last night?
12 am plus.

20. Are you currently happy?
hee yeah. xD

21. Who gives you the best advice?
i dunno.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i would love to do that. heee

23. Who did you talked to on the phone last night?
none.

24. Is something bugging you right now?
yea..the bloody phone back & gah nora's essay. -.-

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
my sister.

26. Do you like yourself?
not at all. haha

27. You want $5 or $10?
$10 larhh.

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
i am always stupid & brainless. wheee

29. Who is your best best best friend?
Jing Wen lorh..XD

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
O.O

31. Who are your favourite stars?
the list are at the side of my blog. X)

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
dunno..haha

33. Do you had even stead before?
huh?

34. What type of boy do you like?
heeeee

35. Now are you single/attached?
single


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hmm.
Saturday, August 8, 2009 || 7:30 PM

well i'm not fond of blogging recently.
nothing to write
& i think spending my time on Digimon Adventures is better.
=D
whee.

on Digimon Adventures 01 now.
& how i love the 1st season.
my goodness it's the best.
picture post another day which i don't know when.
i'm a little of my schedule.
lol

& the book Da Vinci Code roars.
shit just wish i have all those knowledge bout the ancient.
now i now how stupid am i.
gahh
actually i knew that i'm stupid 16 years ago.
bwahahahaha.

ah another thing.
i just don't get the point.
is Sorry Sorry that bad ?
because i don't get the point that it's not nice at all,
according to the boys.
lol
Sorry Sorry rocks la.
but TVXQ! rocks a lot more better.
and owh TVXQ!,
i love all of you all united as one,
and i know 5 of you will forever be united as one.
Forever Cassiopeias will support all of you,
& have faith in all of you.
oppas hwaiting !!!
=)






TVXQ! ,
we are forever standing by you.
keep the Faith.

Stand by U.
a brighter day shall come.
=)

jEs Ž †_'

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060809
Thursday, August 6, 2009 || 7:19 PM

Happy Birthday,
SUK WY
&
WILBER PAN

=D


ohsohot video.
Wilber as charming as ever & Lee Da Hae,
she rocks.
=)



jEs Ž †
i sucked at AMC.'
whee.

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040809
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 || 7:47 PM

Happy Birthday,
Quek !!!
=D

생일축하합니다
saengil chukha hamnida


introduced by JessMinn,
now dedicate to Quek.
lol

jEs Ž †_'

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Avada Kedavra.
|| 7:26 PM

the spell that killed Cedric Diggory,
the spell that killed Sirius Black,
sigh
& that spell that killed Dumbledore.
=(
it's really sad.
why does he have to die ?
after reading 6 books of Dumbledore,
after watching 6 movies of Dumbledore,
and i realized he'll never appear in the 7th again.
sigh
curse Snape.
but he's too a good person.
sigh

Dumbledore is really a good teacher & a good friend.
oh why.
don't know why am i so sad over him.
he's just a character in a series of book.
=.=

may u RIP,
Dumbledore.
=(


that's for the sad part.
sigh results are or back.
except for the two bloody Cs,
everything went well.
oh thank God !
=)

so i'm lazying around again.
gosh i really need to start revision & stuffs.
i'm not gonna cope if i continue to be this lazy.
sigh


jEs Ž †_'
doushitte kimiwo sukini natte shimattan darou.
hee
Stand by U
=)

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突然好想你
Saturday, August 1, 2009 || 7:08 PM

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息



Stand by U
突然好想你

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Bonds.
|| 2:46 PM

2Cs, 5As.
hope i won't get another 2 heart attacks next week.
sigh

well,
went to the optician and guess i'll have to wear specs when i can't see the board.
oh whatever.
i thought my eyesight were em good.
lol
i look ugly in it.
bwah.

and yeah
i watch Naruto the Movie : Bonds.
what can i say is,
i'm falling deeper for Sasuke.
he's so awesomeeee !

pictures :


Bonds.




Uchiha Sasuke.


Naruro Uzumaki.


Kakashi Hatake.


Gaara


Sai & Sauke/


Ino Yamanaka.


Anko Mitarashi.


Sakura Haruno.


Hinata Hyuga.


Shikamaru Nara.


Uchiha Itachi.


Gaara & Naruto.


<3

jEs Ž †_'
Good Luck to afzan-ers who are participating in the competition.
=D

Stand by U
=)

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