Romans 13:8
Owe nothing to anyone except to love one another,
for he who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law.
1 Peter 2:9
But you are a chosen people,
a royal priesthood,
a holy nation,
a people belonging to God,
that you may declare the praises of him
who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.
† Jess Lynn-N.
Here in the death of Christ she lives.
I'm very fond of Vampires & all sort of horror, bloody things.
I love books & tv series; thrillers,mystery, romance, life.
I love Music as they understands me.
I'm very into food, sweets & colours. They make me :)
Nevertheless; i love JESUS the most;
and i'm just one ordinary child;
aged 18 in 2011.
:)
xoxo;
재쓰린, 화이팅
full A+ in SPM :D
a more systematic & non-lazy life; a driving license;
SE Faith / Nokia X6; camera.; ipod touch :D
(thanks to all the wonderful hearts that surrounds me :) a converse
a cardigan
a purse
a shopping bag
a hiker's bag
DSLR
got Math & Add Math results back. Mr. Lan is just efficient. scored for Math and for Add Math, i shall say that i'm even lucky to get 1/2 of full marks.
and there goes my 3 sleepless nights. it'll be normal today. haha
oh yea & Gossip Girl's on my way.
it just rocks. my goodness i do love Nathaniel Archibald. =D Serena & Dan makes a loving couple. i love seeing them together. =D
oh and Lily matches Rufus a lot. they are nice. Serena and Lily are the best mother & daughter to me. heee
well Blair's really a darling princess,
and for the Bass, he's cute and i like him when he talks with Blair.
still, Nathaniel rocks better. XD Jenny well Jenny looks like a doll to me. i really envy her fairness & eyes. lol
still may favourites are Nathaniel & Serena. i lovee Serena's hair. =)
<3
oh yea. i still haven't watch Harry Potter. sigh hope to hang out this sunday since i won't be heading to KL. blah
i know i am. gah darn that connection. it has been so so hard for me to go online, & still i can't sign into MSN. wtf. sigh
sigh and here goes the third deadly day without getting my hands busy pressing those keypads. i really wonder when i'll get to reload. days are dreadful & bored here.
and so it'll be 3rd topical test on Monday. mark that. -_- oh my, time is really flying fast. to be honest, i really haven't lay any finger on those pile of books yet. sigh. and i wonder will i have the time. sigh hope it'll run good for this time. need to impress my mum =/ which i know i can't. haha
well mum's away till Sunday night. bwah still can't do anything in her absence. exam season is rather stressful, yea for last minute-ers like me, it's indeed really stressful.
and living in sadness i am now. sigh. there's really this thing that makes me feel uhmm sigh no right word for it. it's undescribable. without that phone, it's rather hard to keep in touch. see i'm lack of updates now. that's what's pinching my heart till bits. sigh
the footsteps left in the days I chased after are treasures more important then anything else
Sakura Biyori; Hoshimura Mai.
jEs Ž †_' when it's just a step away, still i feel it's like a thousand miles apart. we're not close. not anymore. those comfort & warmth, are lost.
This is killing me. no beloved phone & no credit. =(
There's some things we don't talk about Rather do without And just hold the smile Falling in and out of love Ashamed and proud of Together all the while
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to ya I might just disappear.
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
Oh, it's like
One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind,
Oh, it's like
Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be
It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh
It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be
There's still time to turn this around Should we be building this up Instead of tearing it down But I keep thinking Maybe it's too late.
It's like one step forward And two steps back, No matter what I do You're always mad And I, can't change your mind, oh
It's like tryin to turn around On a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I finally see, Baby we're not meant to be
It's like one step forward, And two steps back, No matter what I do You're always mad, And I, Baby I'm sorry to see, Maybe we're not meant to be
sigh & a shall say it will be another disappointment. nak emo dah... =(
i waited for that freaking phone for 2 bloody months, & bloody it is when it's abnormal again after using it for 5 days. deng. =.= patience is up to my limit.
it started with the keypad 4,6 when it's not functioning Suddenly. so i restart the phone to hope to get it fixed. 2nd bloody it is when i can't even turn it on. and so after more that 10 times of attempts and hitting it i got it on but not for long. then after another 10 more times of banging attempts, thank God i got it on BUT with keypad 4,6,0, one of the top button & the to-the-left button dead. wtf. it's so freaking frustrated. and yeah after pressing those keypads real freaking hard & stuffs, i got their functions disorder. oh brilliant am i. gah with the conclusion, phone's alive well with those keypads dead. oh sigh. i don't want the phone to get it's ass into the factory again. i think it's hell for my oh so poor phone. sigh. & why does this always happening to only me. =(
icas English. fuh miracle if i can get a cert not with participation on it only. lol freaking hard.
hah & i escaped lisan again. Thursday shall be it. =(
jEs Ž †_' darn that freaking keypads. darn the phone. but thanks to you for being there all along. =)
Finally, i can on9. stupid modem is blinking like i dunno what recently. ahhh so good to on9. XD nothing to blog though. haha exam's near. haven't really study actually. well just be over asap. i want to watch Half-Blood Prince. lol
ok la that's all. i wanna download games for phone. haha
jogging again tomorrow, perhaps. & why hasn't my weight go down. =(
lol ahhh exam's on 27th. i wanna watch Harry Potter !!!! *malfoy malfoy malfoy* but uh exam's on 27th. sure mum won't let me lepak 1 lahh. grrr
oh yes after 9 Freaking weeks, i got that phone back, but in a bad condition. wtf. physically bad. but er the music seems to be much clearer. think i lose it for too long dy. ah yeah my screen is scratched. no it's not the protector it's the bloody screen. wtfff.
gah anyway it's good to have it back again. i shall bear. =_=
that's all. Chinese ttn later, & jogging. need to get rid of lipids. *smacks face*
well here comes Thursday. i never liked Thursdays. Thursdays are rather frustrating &depressing. the same thing will just play on every Thursdays. replay. it's been the 3rd Thursday in a row i assume. it bloody sucks.
when i believe, something will bring down my hope. when i try, Fear will overtake me. sigh. useless i am i know.
믿어요 or not, just leave me to wondering. it doesn't matter, anymore.
Miduhyo.
jEs Ž †_' it's my fault. never yours. suffering is not good. just feel what you feel. & why am i so bothered by things that you don't care for at all.
Well, tears would almost flow while i listen to both of these songs.
Ashily's Lucky & JiSun's What Should I Do. all from Boy's Over Flowers OST. touching i shall say. way touching. T.T
Ashily - Lucky Translation
When I am exausted, Lucky in my life You come to me as if in a dream When I sadly fall asleep, Lucky in my dream You warmly hold me tight
I always smile like this Even though the world is difficult I will never show my tears Even if you do don’t know my feelings Even if it is from far away, I am grateful That I can cherish your smile
When I want to cry, Lucky in my love You look so cool in my imagination When I feel depressed, Lucky in my world You always hold me tight, as if in a dream
I always smile like this Even though the world is difficult I will never show my tears Even if you do don’t know my feelings Even if it is from far away, I am grateful That I can cherish your smile
Everything is beautiful, I am so happy I fill this lonley world with my wishes
I always smile like this Even though the world is difficult I will never show my tears Even if you do don’t know my feelings Even if it is from far away, I am grateful That I can cherish your smile
Come one step closer to me
JiSun - What Should I Do, 어떡하죠 Translation
You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday I say Im okay but you really dont know how I feel Do you think i'll be okay without you? Are you okay without me? The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing
What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words Tell me if this is a bad thing to do Are you living each day painfully like I am? You and me
Are we too late? Do we not have a chance? I still think about you and you might know this Finally is it this? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you? I dont think I can do it. The love I find with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die
What should I do? If it isnt you no one else can hold my heart Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to No one can erase your memories. So please hold me
What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words Tell me if this is a bad thing to do Are you living each day painfully like I am? You and me
Is it too late? Do we not have a chance? But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.
jEs Ž †_'
Even if it is from far away, I am grateful That I can cherish your smile. Stand by U =)
幸福的抉择, i do. so i guess i'm getting crazy over this drama. my goodness so so lum ahhh. makes me feel so bahagia when i was running after this dram. >< real lum lorhhh. although i don't have any favourite actor or actress in it, still i consider this as one of my favourite. =) gosh those wedding dresses are so beauuutiful ! XD the guy looks freaking charming. lol maybe got charmed by his actions gua. haha
the second one. now i understand why ah Heng is so over this drama. haha 我的帅管家, My Handsome Butler. freaking cool lah this drama. lol a nice one too. XD also consider lum.
ahhhh so i'm back here after 3 days of modem breakdown. lol
so Thursday. luckily no lisan. bwahahaha but wasted my whole morning in school for i had only History class. -__- later on English tuition. anyway i do not like that day. don't like. gah
Friday was alright. except for Chinese tuition which is now making me sick. -___-
Saturday. =) ahhhh Batik Painting with MYFers was so so chun !!! i want another round. XD thanks to Jasmine for all the pictures. thanks a lot ahhh. =D
ate lunch with MYFers at medan selera. Alfred, Chien Li, En Wei, Jasmine, Jess Shynn, Jess Minn & me ate bak kut teh, Kevin, Adrian & Alisson ate western meal. Alisson, i took pics from your blog ya. thanks a lot !!! =D
*getting started
*half way through. thanks jazz for the edits. =D
*my piece of art. hahaha
*makan. al taking the pic. =)
went to ECM after lunch. Jess Minn wanted to hunt for her Cheer You Up shirt. JaeJoong wore that. XD and happily, there she bought the last one although it's guy's size. the t-shirts are very very limited & it was sold like mad. here's how it look like. credits : minsarang =)
*screams !!!
later on i dunno what happened & we pissed mum off. ok bad memories. shall not mention again. lol was glad to see ahkor at home. haha came back from KL le. XD ah yea i got my Decepticons shirt !!! Thanks ahkor !!! =D
went for BM tuition then went back to Jing Wen's old house with Jie Wen. waited for Wen Xin's transport to fetch us to TP. Penny & her band was having singing competition le. =) Wen Xin picked us at 7 plus. sorry ahkor for can't have dinner with you. promised friends dy le.. hehe
Overall the competition was nice. Liang Yek is so so talented in make up-ing. very beautiful eh the make ups she did. was glad to meet back afzan-ers there. had school sick again. haha Penny & band did well although they didn't win. very talented that they can compose their own song le. hwaiting ya !!!
had a long night. fetched omma, appa, sifu & Jing Wen on the way back. reached home bout 12.30am due to some miscalculations. lol my bad.
Sunday. my day started to shine when i saw something. =) jEs Ž †_'
It's the 8th week it's not by my side. god damn. i am really rotting. shit.
and still that, i don't want lisan. i hate lisan.. =_=
hah and i pity JessShynn. reverting into BM for subs during from 4 eh.. pity but what to do ? it's this country we're living it. and i don't like it at all.
Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince on the 16th of July, Sherlock Holmes coming in December !!! on Christmas Day !!! wheee Sherlock Holmes official website
another Blockbuster. =D
and why is State of Play not showing in Kuantan ? grrr jEs Ž †_' i want a 4th Transformers. i need colours in my life, which i usually had none. i'm fcking bored of it. & i really feel SPM. it's there. *slams face*
Transformers, for the 3rd time. 6.30 awaits me. =D
Flag day was alright. Chuan & Hui Cim did most of the talking. i'm too timid. lol sorry for being so useless. XD went home at 12 due to the whether. it was raining. hah
Amazingly beautiful i say. credits : DBSK Sleepless Night. =D
Floor Plan.
Bar Lounge
Cafe Longue
Garden
Longue
Main Dining
yea they are all in
Takasaki Monolith great design. really wonderful. i want a house like that. haha
TEL.027-370-9922 e-mail.tkm@novarese.co.jp Address : 群馬県高崎市問屋町1-11-5 (1-11-5 Takasakitonyamachi, Takasaki, Gunma) Transportation : Walk from town for about 10 minutes Drive from JR Takasaki Station for about 10 minutes Open Hours: 11:00 – 20:00 Hours : 11:00～20:00 (Closed Saturday and Sunday 10:00 am to 10:00 / Closed Wednesday)
oh goodness. it was freaking awesome. watched twice and the heart is still screaming. i want a third one. oh please !!! Transformers !!! i want Optimus !!! XD
ahhh flag day tomorrow. will be under the sun for basically the whole day. =( i don't wanna be dark. i know i'll get burnt. gah just hope i won't screw tomorrow. off to homeworks. darn slept at 3 this morning. got up at 11 ? eye bag is getting bigger. terrible it is. aih
2nd half of year is already starting. still i didn't do anything useful of achieve something great besides passing Grade 8 practical exam.
life is effin boring lately. well i'm still surviving, thank God.
so annoying really did annoyed me today. gah. gek when i think bout her. =_= nah nevermind. i just dislike her. those who know what am i talking about, keep it a secret ya. XD
gah really nothing to blog dy. ah yea. Transformers !!! hhahahahah akhor got me the t-shirt !!! 40 bucks. but worth it. XD wonder which decepticon she got me. oh and it's with red eyes !!! XD and got the card holder & flip cards from ahkor. XD thanks a lot !!! *hugs & kisses* there i remember. =)
ah Transformers 12.10 am tomorrow!!! wahahahahah i can watch again !!! wheeeeee.
so i end here la. i need to talk. i need 7 of you. i need Chelsea. i need Jing wen. =(
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