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Jesus;
Lord & Savior.

Romans 13:8
Owe nothing to anyone except to love one another,
for he who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law.


1 Peter 2:9
But you are a chosen people,
a royal priesthood,
a holy nation,
a people belonging to God,
that you may declare the praises of him
who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.



† Jess Lynn-N.
Here in the death of Christ she lives.
I'm very fond of Vampires & all sort of horror, bloody things.
I love books & tv series; thrillers,mystery, romance, life.
I love Music as they understands me.
I'm very into food, sweets & colours. They make me :)
Nevertheless; i love JESUS the most;

and i'm just one ordinary child;
aged 18 in 2011.
:)
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so Long,
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 || 8:54 PM

gah
i'm lazy to update.
yeah let plurk die.
haha
think of deleting the blog already.
wtf.

oh so now i say,
TRANSFORMERS !!!
OH GOD DAMN F***ING NICE AHHH !!!
my goodness
i can't help it not shouting & screaming in my heart throughout the whole show.
ah and yea.
almost cried for Optimus when Megatron stuck his blade into Optimus chest.
F you piece of tin how can you kill Optimus ?
yeng also lah anyway.
XD

i'm going for another Transformers this Sat.
=D
and hopefully going for another one with Hendriq, Alisson & church pals.
ah and also Afzan-ers.
XD
oh god Transformers is currently driving all mad.
tell you you sure will wanna watch more than 3 times.
motion, graphics & effects so darn chun man.
oh yea Shia rocks the globe.
Megan Fox is ohsohot !!!
Josh Duhamel, still the gorgeous my goodness.
ahhh yea i heart Optimus & Sideswipe.
so so cool !!!
IronHide & BumbleBee rock too.
ah the Decepticons are all so freaking beautiful especially Ravage & Devastator.

Conclusion is i'm blown away by Transformers.
it's nicer than Twilight.
haha
oh jeez TRANSFORMERS !!!
how i heart the shirt but it costs 90 bucks.
=.=

lol
so update again if i'm not lazy
haha
add math now.
=.=

jEs Ž †_'
Rule,
Transformers.
=D
Stand by U.
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3.45;
Sunday, June 28, 2009 || 2:03 PM

Transformers,
i'm running towards you.
=D

updates later.
tired of blogging.
lol
Plurk's karma,
may you fall.

jEs Ž †_'
Prime.
Stand by U.
XD

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idk.
Friday, June 26, 2009 || 10:21 PM

gah
schooling tomorrow.
stupid Nora's double period
*darn that woman
& having Bio presentation.
lol
need to rush for slides at 12am.
sis wanna use now.
gah

i'm so bored.
Pastor Andy coming tomorrow.
haha
well be a hectic schedule through out the day tomorrow.
fuh
update again la.
i'm lazy.

Michael Jackson,
may you RIP.
you are great.

jEs Ž †_'
it's good sometimes,
feeling like that.

Stand by U.
=(

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# 01
Thursday, June 25, 2009 || 7:57 PM

so i'll use ''# N'' when i'm out of titles.
bwah.

i want my phone so badly now.
wtf.

Hari Keusahawan today.
ah yeah.
food was great except for one stall.
not satisfy bout it.
=.=
cost me dunno how many bucks on the not nice food.
gah.
i'm over it.

ahh ate lots of eggs, fishballs, seafood taufus, & crabsticks.
oh dear pathetic crabsticks.
outta stock already
=(
but at least i managed to get myself 3.
basically ate real lot today.
guess my tummy is still bloated although i skipped lunch & dinner already.
now i'm worrying bout the radius of my thigh is gonna increase.
damn need more exercises.

now need to find stuffs.
homeworks still need to be rushed.
ah gah.

i want transformers.
i want the phone back.
i want you.
lol

jEs Ž †_'
my soul will bless Your name.
Stand by U.
=)

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Bloody damn you.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 || 6:24 PM

oh god damn that phone.
mum said still there's white spot on the screen so it needed to be sent back again.
oh shit.
shit shit shit shit shit.
grrrrr
i'm seriously on my nerves now.
damn those people.
can't they just check for the damaged part and fix it ?
oh shit.
it's already 4 freaking weeks & this will be the 3rd time they are gonna fix that damn piece of thing.
seriously do they need that long to fix that freaking thing ?
oh darn i am seriously pissed.
don't ever,
i say ever give me hope again by saying the phone is ready when it is so fucking not.

shit.
see guess i need to wait for another bloody month.
or more than a bloody month.
make that a year.
shit.

jEs Ž †_'
pissed really.
gah just go to hell.

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titleless.
|| 5:03 PM

Tuesday.
& i hate it cause there's BM periods.
Basically i hate everyday.
the presence of that teacher is really a big Huge disaster.
gah
dislike her much.
lol

ah yes.
getting phone back today i guess.
hope no more prob that phone will bring.
XD

ah Transformers is showing already !!!
goodness.
really hope to see this Sunday lerh.
but according to aunt,
tickets started to sell last week.
if that's the fact,
guess there's no more tickets left huh.
arhhh

Hari Keusahawanan tomorrow.
haha there comes my food.
XD
gah need to rush for homeworks now.
BM essay & chemistry notes.
tuition at 8 again later.
fuh

jEs Ž †_'
i still feel like eating satay.
lol
Stand by U.
=)

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Blessed.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 || 10:19 PM



Life is a reality without an eraser.
so live your life to the fullest,
and hope there shall be no regrets in it.
When all hopes are lost,
do not fear,
but turn ahead & look at the bright side.
& when there's no bright side,
wait till the light shines upon the future.

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see you face to face
And grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

at least,
that's what i believe in now.
I trust in You,
forever.
jEs Ž †_'
amazing Graze.

Stand by YOU,
blessed.

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Blank.
|| 10:13 PM

just had crab for dinner.
& i found out something.
oh please.

daddy says phone is ready to be taken.
gah
i wouldn't know that if my grandpa didn't ask daddy bout my phone.
=.=

i hope there'll be no more problems la.
oh please.
i'm so scared if something like this happen to the phone again,
i will really lose my life.
1 freaking month without music & camera is already killing.
& i don't have backups for music.
so i need a mp3.
desperately.
X.X
at least with a mp3,
i can save more space on the phone,
& i can prevent the phone from dying.
oh shit.
what if the phone dies again ?
can't imagine.
gah

jEs Ž †_'
praying hard.
Stand by U.

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Rising.
|| 10:00 PM

fuh.
finally updated all stuffs.
XD

lol
school was alright today.
ah yea spent Nringgits of $$ on food for the coming Hari Keusahawanan.
gah i just need food.
too anxious bout it.
lol

got back Accounts paper.
finally.
an A2 la.
satisfied but guess i could have done better.
well try better next time.
XD

ah yea.
so happy i am now.
ask me why.
haha
i tell you.
Transformers is officially showing tomorrow !!!
claps & cheers.
=D
ahahahahaha
Shia, Bumble Bee, Optimus Prime, Megatron, !!!
my goodness i just can't wait for it larh.
hopefully can watch it this Sunday.
wheee...

Cheryl ah chim was helping me to get the Transformers tshirt from Petronas,
since i kept buat bising while my stay in KL.
guess they can't take it.
haha
thanks a lot !
mafan la.
XD

ah yea.
gonna change style of blogging.
i know posts are always long & it's rather boring.
haha
will make it a short post next time.
so that ppl won't suffer from eye pain.
XD

ah so stop here la.
add math still got lots not completed.
fuh

jEs Ž †_'
Shia !
Transformers !
XD

Stand by U.
Revenge of the Fallen.
=D

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*slams face*
Monday, June 22, 2009 || 10:51 PM

lol
Monday again.
gah hates Monday.
2 tuitions in a row with only less than 2 hours break in the interval.
gah what a life.

ah.
i'm bored.
lol
Accounts is driving me crazy & crazier.
lol
so be it.
& i don't get a damn fact of Physics.
brain's lacking of concentration.
don't know what i've been thinking recently.
gah.
sien.
need to do CPR on studies.
fuh bless me.

jEs Ž †_'
homeworks arhh...
screams in pain.
=.=

Stand by U.

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lacked.
|| 2:57 PM

LOL
i've abandon the blog for 3 days.
it's because i don't have enough time,
& i'm lazy.
XD

so as info,
i'm not dead & not banned.
great idea of aunt thinking i got banned.
haha
thanks for the concern.
haha

so i'll update real soon.
tomorrow perhaps.
haha
Accounts in an hour.
work not done.
deng =.=

jEs Ž †_'
Countdown: 2 more days to Transformers.
XD
Stand by U.

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220609.
|| 2:56 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU JUN !!!
Happy Sweet Sixteen.
XD
keep shining & smiling, girl.
=D

best wishes,
loves,
jEs Ž †_'


Stand by U.
=D

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Appreciations.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 || 5:11 PM

& because of you,
life is much more interesting.
thanks a lot.
thanks for you are not so pissed at me.
thanks for you still wanna choi me.
i think so.

woke up & found those messages of yours.
thanks a lot.
i really feel happy.
=)

thanks a lot...
ily.

jEs Ž †_'
was about to emo.
lol

Stand by U.
=)

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apologies.
|| 12:30 PM

sorry if i ever pissed you off.
in any ways i don't meant to hurt you.
i'm so sorry.
if you don't want to choi me again,
...
gah i dunno how will it turn out to be.
I'm sorry.

jEs Ž †_'

=(

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Charcoal.
|| 11:30 AM

walau.
kawad-ed this morning & as usual,
i'm dark once again oh thanks to the freaking sunlight.
=.=
now i'm darker than charcoal.
*not blood boiling arh sher. XD

went for breakfast with Chelsea, Hui & Suk Wy.
Mandy & JessMinn joined us.
=D
lol
ah friends.
so long didn't chat le.
haha
miss ya girls.

bathed & ah now going to bed.
stupid la i need skin treatment.
ah gah.
=.=

jEs Ž †_'
lol
Stand by U.

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21/06/09
|| 11:29 AM

you are my Pillar of Strength.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!!
ily, but i guess you can't feel that from me.
lol


jEs Ž †_'
saranghae .
Stand by U.
=D

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Seminar.
Saturday, June 20, 2009 || 11:22 PM

ahh.
so i was busy for the whole day.
went for Teenage Sexuality Seminar in church today.
lol
yeah.
that kinda seminar again.
haha

so apparently i was at church from 2.30pm till 10 at night.
fuyoh so long in church for the 1st time.
haha

dinner was nice.
Jasmine's mum cooked them.
thanks a lot ! =D
went to pasar malam to get some drinks.
carbonated chilling ones.
ahh i feel like drinking one now too.
lol

Seminar was beneficial.
finally i understood something that i was wondering for a million years.
thanks Lord,
for my question is answered.
=D

yeah,
hectic it is.
and yeah watched Jumper finally.
XD
goodness the sea's beautiful la.
good if i have the ability to jump to any place i wanna head to.
haha
=D

jEs Ž †_'
sleep now le.
eyes ready to have bags.
lol

Stand by U.
*yawn*

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=.= #02
Friday, June 19, 2009 || 2:45 PM


and you left Manchester.
=(
please stay strong.
gah

wth
Drag Me to Hell is 18PL,
and Blood the Last Vampire 18SG.
=.=
so dreadful.
i just want a movie.

jEs Ž †_'
fuh Transformers !!!!
Stand by U.
=/

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=.=
|| 1:10 PM

lol
i am lazy now.
there's tags not done,
homeworks not touched,
out not hanged,
phone not collected =.=;
*yea the phone issue is driving me mad.
it's already a freaking week & u said only 3 days are needed. =.=

& i am not happy.
fuh

so another week is gone.
i felt nearer to SPM.
gosh crap.
really really need to study already.
i know i kept repeating.
reminds me ma...
lol

so i have Chinese tuition later & MYF at night.
and now,
i really do understand why you don't want me to leave Chinese.
lol i'll try to understand Chinese.
=.= listen to N. JessLynn talking. lol

school was uh ok today.
nothing much though.
so stop here & continue at night after MYF if possible.
oh crap the tags.
=(

p/s: sometimes being too over is not good.
you won't realize that you are too over that matter.
indirectly you'll be hurting people who care so so much about you.
so,
live it.

jEs Ž †_'
i miss that puppy.
=(
& i hate the eye bags.
=.=
Stand by U.
=)

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the Moment.
Thursday, June 18, 2009 || 8:27 PM

IF
Rudyard Kipling

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or
watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!


Rudyard Kipling
jEs Ž †_'
the poem of my life.

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18.
|| 4:24 PM

it's Thursday.
English tuition in 30 minutes time.
lol
sien.

so i slept in school for almost 40 minutes today.
ah
boring.
well,
it's quite interesting during Moral class.
haha
now i'm afraid that the standard of As will be much much higher.
=(
need to work more hard ar...
darn.

Add Math chapter 5 is really trying me nuts.
i don't even understand a bit.
*slams face*
=.=
help is needed.
lol

so i rank the 18th in class.
*why not 17th or 19th ?
lol 7 & 9 my fav. XD

10 more positions & i'll be the last.
scary.
T.T

ah additional.
*posted QuEk. XD
i the highest mark for Math.
85.
=.= still so cha.
sad that's not English getting the highest among 9 subs.

nothing to blog today.
so that's all.
informing uncle & aunts bout my rank btw.
XD
ah Accounts paper tomorrow.
please be nice !!!

p/s: i saw those tears...
but why deny ?
you worry too much la...
get more rest.
you do need them.
=)

jEs Ž †_'
Stand by U.

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last.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 || 6:03 PM

fuh.
results are all back except Accounts.
my goodness it's such a close shave.
i almost got an A2 for English.
o.o
English = my hope.
imagine mum's mad face when i got such low marks for English.
oh yea really thank the Lord.

so Biology got the best mark among 3 sciences.
wth. =.=
lol got a B3.
ngam ngam B3.
haha

so got 5As only.
lol
it's really bad actually.
must really work hard already.
can't bear to day dream anymore.
=(
everyone is so incredible in class.
guess i'll rank the last in class.
fuh.
sad huh ?
well i'll getting my new study timetable done soon.
=)
*unbelievable huh. =.= timetable. lol

ah Thursday tomorrow.
having kawad rehearsal this Saturday & Sunday.
i'm gonna turn into a charcoal already.
sunlight is bloody annoying today & i think i've turn dark a lot.
=.=
will be having a seminar this Saturday.
need to skip Puzi's tuition again.
lol
ah advance congrats to dear Jing Wen.
gonna shift into new house le.
=D

lol so there's tonnes of homeworks.
History correction, her Komsas notes & Add Math exercises.
haha guess i need to sleep late tonight.
i've been very very lazy recently.
& i'm not satisfy bout it.
=.=

lol
so there's lots of stuffs to buy.
hope can go out this weekend.
have not visit the mall for more than a month already.
ah.
survived her bloody period.
XD
now need to prepare for Chemistry tuition le.
bye...

jEs Ž †_'
yeah.
maintain that.
=)

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Blood;
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 || 4:13 PM

the Last Vampire.
oh yea.
can't wait to watch.
hehe XD



my goodness.
she darn yeng.
her oh so bloody red eyes is driving me nuts !!!
wanting to watch this anime also.
haha
izzit Blood + ?
always saw the DVD but never buy.
cashless.
lol

' i don't investigate;
i kill. '
wow.

hope to see ASAP.
look at the fangs...
my goodness.
vampires are the best thing on earth !
XD

jEs Ž †_'
i'm back to vampires fever.
=D

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2nd day.
|| 3:00 PM

*i'm so out of titles. =.=
and so my day ended when i got 53 for Moral.

=.=
oh damn it.
i thought i can at least get a B4.
so now, gah.
lost hope on Moral le.
*proven i tak bermoral. XD

and Physics.
fuh it's a 62.
it's ok to me.
now i'm afraid of Bio.
wa...
dunno what will come.
*Bio at least a starting with 6. praying hard

ah yea.
75 for BM.
i did quite badly for paper 1.
=(

so now left English, Bio & Accounts only.
hoping all will be good.
no more C la please...
especially Accounts.
i can't imbang arhhhh.
=(
*i've been moaning day & night bout imbang issue. =.=

thanks Lord for the day,
& hope tomorrow'll continue to be as good as today.
=)

Revo Recess in SMK Alor Akar,
HWAITING !
God Bless.
=D

jEs Ž †_'
Tuesday.
re-opened for the 2nd day dy.
fuh =.=

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sometimes,
Monday, June 15, 2009 || 11:09 PM

i just can't feel you.

i'm lost in my own jungle.
gah

jEs Ž †_'
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XD
|| 10:51 PM

AHHh.
so i think i'm able to see tomorrow's sunshine.
wheee =D

well i got
62 for Chem,
76 for Add Math,
75 for History.
haha ya way to unbelievable.
i failed my history last test & now i got an A.
lol
it really makes me happy when i saw one of my essay got 17/20.
i really need to study now for the scholarship or a place in Uni.
ya that darn SPM cert will decide my future.
gosh.
for now,
let's just hope tomorrow will be good.
i'm praying hard.
=)

jEs Ž †_'
ah.
school re-opened.
=(

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End
Sunday, June 14, 2009 || 3:48 PM

of the term.
oh bloody.
it's the last day of holidays.

i don't want to return to school.
those results.
Killing results.
bet i can't see Tuesday's morning after tomorrow.
=(

so mum was discussing with me about my future.
she prefers me to enter matriculation.
at least i will have a place in university.
suddenly i'm starting to think about my future.
seriously i'm thinking bout it.
yeah.
i feel SPM already.
i've another 18 months to change my life.

i'm scared.
i'm struggling.
i do need that beautiful cert.
gah.

jEs Ž †_'
school why re-open ?
i don't want my results.
=.=
shit facial again.
owh the pain.
T.T

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Marathon of,
Saturday, June 13, 2009 || 10:49 PM

so I have tonnes of movies to watch.

-X-Men Origins : Wolverine
-Angels & Demons
-Drag me to Hell
-Blood the Last Vampire
-17 Again
-Hannah Montana the movie
-I Love You, Man
-I Corrupt All Cops
-State of Play
-Transformers

movies of this month & last month's.
only Transformers is not showing in cinemas yet.
definatly i'll watch it for at least 3 times in cinema.
lol

jEs Ž †_'
lol movies' season.
XD
Ice Age 2-ing now.
=D

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|| 6:44 PM

I miss you.
But i can't do anything about it.
sigh.
=(

jEs Ž †_'
T.T

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불면증 Insomnia,
|| 2:16 PM

By 휘성
a cover of Craig David's 2008 Insomnia single.



ah yea.
brilliant song it is.
addictive.
Whee Sung rocks.

p/s : after skipping 2 weeks of tuition,
i'm finally going back to my tuition life,
starting from 4pm later.
BM is the lucky subject.
fuh.

jEs Ž †_'
insomnia.

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Home,
|| 11:42 AM

i am in now.
I'm awake.

I've been sleeping for 15 hours,
& i'm still not alright.
darn the muscles are really tearing me apart,
& severe headache i have now.
shit.

i need more sleep,
& i don't want school to reopen.
i need a day out with them,
& i don't want to pack my stuffs for school.
i seriously do need treatment.
gah.

jEs Ž †_'
being in my room,
on my bed with my bolster,
makes me feel so home.

=)

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damn Again.
Friday, June 12, 2009 || 6:57 PM

darn.
i was suppose to get the freaking phone back today.
Mum went there to claim my phone.
unfortunately,
there are scratches on the screen.
so darn it all.
according to him,
i have to wait another 2 or 3 days.
let's see.
i bet it's going to be another week or two.
shit.

jEs Ž †_'
damn.

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. . . =X
|| 5:28 PM

a very quick review bout camp.
i'm moodless to talk bout it.
happy & funny stuffs are less than those mm song ones.
ah gah.

so I'm back.

yea finally.
owh gosh.
i am totally speechless bout camp.
something kept bothering & i don't wanna think or talk about it anymore.
sendiri gek only.
gah darn mm song.

so Hui, Vivian, Kath & me were handling the food part.
Kath went home on her second night.
darn sick she is.
Vivian & I slept at 2.30 for the 1st night for we have to clean the whole canteen.
lots to clean.
& i hate the food-throwing part.
to much leftovers,
so we have to dump all.
it was such a waste.
i'm going mad.
threw lots & they are darn smelly.
damn
i hate seeing lots of food together now.
feel like puking.
gah
so that's bout my job.
bwah.
games were fun.
ah yea.
playing with water was really fun.

ah yea.
on the 2nd night,
3 of us got so busy for idontknowwho clogged up the freaking sink.
shit.
they don't even know the basic thing,
that is throw to throw remaining food or bones into the bucket instead of stucking them into the sink.
shit.
so hard to unclog you know.
=.=

i will never want to be in charge of food ever again.
it's hell's life.
that's about camp.
i have no mood to talk bout it.
i'm so fed up.
shit.

jEs Ž †_'
i'm back
& school is re-opening so so soon.
=.=
kim chee 2mr ?
lol hope so.

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Byes.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 || 1:32 AM

announcement.

won't be posting until this Friday / Saturday.
will be in Kwang Hwa for Nan-G Camp.
so i'll miss you blog.
XD

now only realized that a week of mid term's break is gone.
crap second week camp.
so gah
holidays is so over for me.
T.T

I need more break.

jEs Ž †_'
in need of more time.

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Back.
|| 1:02 AM

It's latemorning already.
i'm sitting here.
ah yea.

reached home 25 hours ago from KL.
=(
i'm home again.
but well,
i miss home alot.
*realised =.=
i slept once i got onto my bed.
i miss her so so much.
it's good to be in my room,
on my bed again.
XD

so my day begun when i woke up at 11 this morning.
received 2 messages,
each from Kath & Omma,
saying that there's a meeting at 11am.
=.=
well i thought i can't go until i realized dad was not working.
=)

so i went for meeting at 12,
since Omma, Kath & Hui were going at that time.
can't bear to skip meeting anymore since i have missed meetings for the past whole week.
meeting was barely erm, nothing.
i did nothing there seriously.
except i got an useful info,
which is i have to leave for camp on Tuesday,
which means later.
=.=
i thought i am suppose to go on Wednesday all the while.
lol
so gah.
camp later.

after meeting,
me, Omma & Hui went to find Li Vien.
Kath went home.
haha Li Vien is still freaking cute.
XD
we ate lunch together.
well Li Vien was just looking at us,
since she had lunch already.

bout 3 plus,
we went home.
Li Vien back to her shop.
went to Accounts ttn at 4,
back at 6.
finally i saw mum after a freaking week.
i'm not seeing her again till Friday because of the camp.
lol

Dad & I went to get some stuffs just now.
packed my bags already.
don't wanna repeat that history.
lol

oh yea.
I PASSED MY GRADE 8 PIANO EXAM !!!
are you happy ?
AH DARN YES I AM FREAKING HAPPY !!!
XXD
after 2 times of failure,
the cert is mine.
haha
thanks for ah chik's sponsorship,
&
thanks mum for paying half of the lessons fee.
haha

now,
gotta run.
i need to get my proposal done.
haha
i want income.
XXD

Dad has been happy i guess.
XD

jEs Ž †_'
eternal happiness.
gosh i want you.
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KL. #Last
Sunday, June 7, 2009 || 5:02 PM

I hate this time,
where i need to pack all my stuffs,
& travel back to Kuantan.
=(
so sien larrr.

woke up at 12 noon again.
oh yea i miss Gu Jun Pyo.
lol
after bath,
i on9,
then went for lunch at PJ,
then the killing time comes.
oh yea.
XBox 360 is still here.
hahaha
so played Halo3
chun la the game.
heheh

so now i'm sitting here,
writing my last post in KL.
darn i'll miss this place much.
ah and mission failed.
can't find jacket.
=.=

ok la.
need to pack stuffs le.
so long KL.
=(

jEs Ž †_'
still,
Jun Pyo.
haha

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5.07 am
|| 5:07 AM

I'm sleeping at 5am again.
guess what time i'll wake up later.
gah
unpredictable.
Thanks to Boys over Flowers.
=.=

it's getting nearer for me to breathe in Kuantan eh.
=(

Boys over Flowers.
so lum arrrr
XD

jEs Ž †_'
when will my time come ?
lol

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2.23 am
|| 2:23 AM




of randomness,
i'm watching Boys Over Flowers now,
starting form ep. 11.
wheeee
*lol i know it's so late for this fever. XD

well i don't feel like sleeping,
and so i'm finding something benificial to do,
while they are xbox-ing downstairs.
i think Boys Over Flowers is the best choice
& yea it is.
goodness.
Go Jun Pyo.
so freaking cool.
JanDi 's sooooooo bahagia eh.
lol

well i know i need to watch from the begining.
i'll find time for that.
lol

ah and so happen,
while i was You Tube-ing for BOF,
i found this.
Left 4 Dead 2's game trailer.
haha.
zombies again.
XXD



jEs Ž †_'
꽃보다 남자 !!!
Jun Pyo !!!
XD
fan-girl time is here.

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Due-d
|| 12:55 AM

i Hate today.
will be going back Kuantan soon eh.
i feel so sad.
i wanna stay longer.
sadly i can't because i have a camp on the 9th.
=(

gah
why i love KL so much ?
lol
reason-less.
shall we not go home so fast,
daddy ?
i know it's a big NO.
lol
=.=

jEs Ž †_'
long live KL !

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Music;
Saturday, June 6, 2009 || 11:07 PM

of utter Despair.

Philharmonic Orchestra 3 hours ago,
was indeed a blast.
lasted for an hour and half.

Conducted by Claus Peter Flor,
with 21 instruments played by >50 people on stage,
was really amazing.

Music piece was
Symphony No.6 in A minor,
so called ''Tragic'',
& it is composed by Gustav Mahler.

Here's a little about him.

(born Kaliste, Bohemia 7 July, 1860; died Vienna, 18 May 1911)
Gustav Mahler was a Bohemian-born Austrian composer and conductor. He was best known during his own lifetime as one of the leading orchestral and operatic conductors of the day. He has since come to be acknowledged as among the most important late-Romantic composers, although his music was never completely accepted by the musical establishment of Vienna while he was still alive. Mahler composed primarily symphonies and songs; however, his approach to genre often blurred the lines between orchestral Lied, symphony, and symphonic poem.

His Style of Writing.
The spirit of the Lied (German for song) constantly rests in his work. He followed Franz Schubert and Robert Schumann in developing the song cycle, but rather than write piano accompaniment, he orchestrated it instead. Lieder eines fahrenden Gesellen (Songs of a Wayfarer) is a set of four songs written as a rejected lover wandering alone along the earth; Mahler wrote the text himself, inspired by his unhappy love affair with a singer while conducting at Kassel.

Keenly aware of the colourations of the orchestra, the composer filled his symphonies with flowing melodies and expressive harmonies, achieving bright tonal qualities using the clarity of his melodic lines. Among his other innovations are expressive use of combinations of instruments in both large and small scale, increased use of percussion, as well as combining voice and chorus to symphony form, and extreme voice leading in his counterpoint. His orchestral style was based on counterpoint; two melodies would each start off the other seemingly simultaneously, choosing clarity over a mass of sound.

Often, his works involved the spirit of Austrian peasant song and dance. The Ländler – the Austrian folk-dance, which developed first into the minuet and then into the waltz – figures in several symphonies, as indeed do the minuet and the waltz. (All three historical stages – Ländler, minuet, and waltz – are represented in the 'dance movement' of the Ninth Symphony).

Mahler combined the ideas of Romanticism, including the use of program music, and the use of song melodies in symphonic works, with the resources that the development of the symphony orchestra had made possible. The result was to extend, and eventually break, the understanding of symphonic form, as he searched for ways to expand his music. He stated that a symphony should be an "entire world". As a result, he met with difficulties in presenting his works, and would continually revise the details of his orchestration until he was satisfied with the effect.

He was deeply spiritual and described his music in terms of nature very often. This resulted in his music being viewed as extremely emotional for a long time after his death. In addition to restlessly searching for ways of extending symphonic expression, he was also an ardent craftsman, which shows both in his meticulous working methods and careful planning, and in his studies of previous composers.


the music ''Tragic'' is really facinating.
the beauty of the music when all instruments was played together
can't be describe.
*although i hate the percussion darn much =.=
ah it's really amazing.
i loved the 1st & 4th movement the most.
the 2nd & 3rd movements have lots of classical genre which i don't quite like.
haha
doesn't attract me.
and hah.
i loveee strings family.
The Big family surely rock !!!
Every member of it has such wonderful tune.
Every stroke sounded solid & strong,
and every stroke of every member can just blind together so perfectly.
a music piece really can't go far without them.
oh yea.
strings just rock !!!
XD

so this is my review about the orchestra just now.
i hope to go for another one.
perhaps the Swiss Chamber Choir on the 17th or 18th of July ?
haha
Music just rocks.

p/s.
lunch at a japanese restaurant*forgot namewas really satisfying.
i loved that meal.
haha
kani maki & unagi rock !!!
XD

jEs Ž †_'
i surrender my soul,
to you.
^^

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