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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 || 4:00 PM
the anger is unexpressable. seriously, it is really really very painful. it's badly wounded inside but not on the surface. you won't realize it though. when someone is there but not for you. when someone is accompanying you,
but actually that someone is frustrated of it. when someone is caring for you,
but actually that someone doesn't mean it.
what's worst ? when you think someone will lend you a shoulder when you are down, but that someone will not. when that someone means so much to you, but you meant nothing to that someone. yea. because you are nobody. you wouldn't notice, how deep is the wound. besides, you don't even care. my fault for ranking that low. that tiny, & is not worth caring for. shit i'm gonna be miserable again. darn that story. jEs Ž †_'it's not my day.
stay alive.
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