laughed deep in my heart for i was blank looking at the questions.
oh yea.
got the 1st question wrong.
Quek told me the right answer
but i decided to keep still with my answer.
in the end,
i got it wrong.
damn.
slept after i checked the paper once,
for i no there's no hope.
useless looking at the paper but dunno how to save it.
lol

well proven that i'm useless
& i should accept all helps offered by people.
thanks la Quek
&
i'm stupid not to follow.
lol

so laughed my day off in school after accounts exam.
guys from TC are really unpredictable.
haha
there goes sorts of funny actions, jokes, sound effects, expressions & more.
i'm sorry if i made lots of noise during you all having geography test.
i'm sorry.
XD

and tomorrow's accounts paper 2
& will take 2 and a half hours of the morning.
what to do after 10 ?
for everyone is having chinese exam.
should make some crap reason and go home huh.
i'll think about that.
XD

i wasn't in the mood today,
but somehow she managed to cheer me up.
my goodness.
heart's already melting looking at her.
o.o

my goodness.

my daily antidote.

ahh

she's really really blowing me away la.
she's so cute with her tongue !!!
XD
and again,
thanks to the owner for uploading,
& thanks for not deleting it.
XD
i really appreciate it lots.
haha
XXD

so i'll end here.
& yeah !
final day for exam is tomorrow.
can't get any happier.
screw that paper tomorrow for i know it's already helpless.
here i'll run to Holidays !!!
XD

jEs Ž †_'
it's still wounded.
although there are so many XD's.
=(

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to the darn phone.

|| 4:55 PM

can you come back before holidays starts ?
i really need you damn much,
so just come back.
pleaseeeee.
i'm begging you.
now i realize i do need you to survive.
you are 3/10 outta my life.
so just come back for i'm rotting without you.
=.=

jEs Ž †_'
what a phone.
swt.

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Miley Cyrus - The Climb

|| 4:51 PM

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

can i rely on you,
when my faith is all gone ?
lol
i guess not.

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grr.

|| 4:00 PM

the anger is unexpressable.
seriously,
it is really really very painful.
it's badly wounded inside but not on the surface.
you won't realize it though.

when someone is there but not for you.
when someone is accompanying you,
but actually that someone is frustrated of it.
when someone is caring for you,
but actually that someone doesn't mean it.

what's worst ?
when you think someone will lend you a shoulder when you are down,
but that someone will not.
when that someone means so much to you,
but you meant nothing to that someone.
yea.
because you are nobody.

you wouldn't notice,
how deep is the wound.
besides,
you don't even care.
my fault for ranking that low.
that tiny,
& is not worth caring for.
shit
i'm gonna be miserable again.
darn that story.

jEs Ž †_'
it's not my day.

stay alive.

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the latest Addiction,

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 || 5:14 PM

oh yea.
you are the one.

Christopher Whitelaw Pine/
Chris Pine

so after dad got persuaded by akhor to bring us for Star Trek,
so we all went on Saturday night.
yeah during exam season.
lol
mum has to be crazy to allow huh ?
lol

well after watching the show
& what i felt was,
he is freaking gorgeous
& omg their knowledge on Physics are so damn chun.
*unlike me. i can't even reach 0.0001/100 of theirs. T.T
So Chris Pine played the role,
James. T . Kirk.
he is really really brilliant
& very very freaking charming in that show.
with his look & his brain,
hard to resist him la.

when i 1st saw him was in Just My luck,
wonderful film it is.
oh yea & there's where i spotted him.
2 MAIN reasons i like him.
l. his eyes are gorgeous.
ll. i love his sharp teeth. looks like fangs to me.
oh my goodness.
chun la him.
the 4th guy with charming eyes to ruin my life.
ah gah.

so yea.
i'm in love again.
oh wtf.

jEs Ž †_'
James T. Kirk !
oh yea.
akhor,
there's this post.
XD

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The End Begins.

|| 4:14 PM

oh my god
oh my god
oh my god.
3 freaking papers of PHYSICS are so over !!!!
yeah !!!
the killing subject that i've been worrying so so much is gone.
yes it is gone.
haha
well there's still accounts tomorrow & on Thursday.
don't wanna care much since there are so many subjects failing dy.
XD

there's lighting & thunder now,
so i better do this fast.
lol
omg !!!
Holidays are fast approaching.
oh goodness.
so many plans for holidays but yet,
too little time.
gah that disappoints me.
=.=
but no fear,
for i will sure be having fun in that 2 weeks.
XXD
haha holidays!
*screams*

oh yea.
after holidays shall be the nightmare.
to get results & there's a new BM teacher.
she's well er i guess kinda crazy ?
lol
according to them.
lol
hope she'll have mercy la.
=/
but still,
enjoy holiday 1st lar.
XD

and yea.
i need to get myself updated with the boys' news.
TVXQ! & JongHyun,
goodness i can't stop missing you all.
and also all of you in afzan.
seriously friday's the plan right ?
lee li vien i miss you la.
=.=

so
exam season is coming to an end,
& after 3 weeks of tortures,
i'm glad that it's all over.
i wanna get more sleep
for the dark circle around both my eyes are getting so obvious dy.
lol
so here i'll stop.
& let's keep our minds thinking bout holidays.
XXD

jEs Ž †_'
the header need to be change as well as the layout.
gah
where's the time to fix it ?
oh yea.
HOLIDAYS !!!
XD

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Randoms.

Saturday, May 23, 2009 || 7:21 PM

i miss you all la wtf.
faster past la the week.
curse exams.
i'm really craving for fun & joy with you all.
my gosh.
wishing to turn the back time when we went for trip together.
we're like a family eh ?
goodness.
i wanna play !!!
outings & gatherings after exams arr !!!
can't wait for it.
XD

oh yea the food & TVXQ !
we shall be back when we are down for asean scholarship test.
hope to get qualified to sit 4 the test la.

times in genting.
had fun right ?
miss ya all !

*thanks to hui for pics. XD

& oh my freaking goodness.
look at that puppy.
it's getting my eyeballs out.
it's so freaking cute la !!!
*screams, shouts & yells.*
nah don't bother she hyper dy.
oh her goodness.
akhor,
i want that la...
><
keeping her fingers crossed.
XD

oh yea.
thanks to you for the freaking cute pictures you've posted.
guess you don't want you name here right ?
XD haha
&
thanks for the permission you gave me.
i freaking lovee your dog.
ohmg !!!

jEs Ž †_'
blow me.
=D

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I,

|| 3:27 PM

want a puppy !!!
ohmg i saw a freaking cute poodle this morning
& it never stop licking me.
kept wanting to play with me.
so sweet to have a puppy by your side larrr.
i want one !!

omg i want a puppy so darn much now.
><
get me one.
i'll prove that i can take care of it.
=D
haha
Dogs just rock right ?
XD

come to mummy larh.
i want something like that.
please,
daddy ?
XD

jEs Ž †_'
yea i'm NOT alone.
& i'm glad bout that.
hehe

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ggah.

Friday, May 22, 2009 || 9:16 PM

shit i darn need you now.

jEs Ž †_'
it's breaking apart.

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No Boundaries, Kris Allen.

|| 1:33 PM

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I'm faulting my landing to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as again
Don't know what the future is heading
Nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've heard every lie
I've risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there's nothing between you and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe, Yeah
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries [3x]

Proven it all,
one & only
Kris Allen

Just when you've almost gave up
on your dreams
Then take it by the hand
and show you that you can

You can go higher

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sing my Soul.

|| 12:50 PM

Biology is such a pain.
i didn't do well this morning.
i can't think.
brain's lacking of oxygen.
so that's it.
screwed another 2 papers.
hope to pass la.
which i know even if i got paper 1 correct,
there's no hope of passing also.
so be it.

omg.
Kris Allen is melting my heart.
& i'm now in love with ''No Boundaries''.
both versions are good.
listening both for 100n times dy.
omg no boundaries.
i lovee Kris Allen's version.
mum's in love with him too.
heheh
Kris Allen !
=D
Adam's great too.
so let's wait for their album.

omg Kris Allen!
really 1st time i like an acoustic rocker.
acoustic is never my style but somehow
oh my goodness there's Kris Allen.
he'll be the one & only acoustic rocker i'll ever like.
i guess. XD
Go Kris Allen.
=D

and there passed the 2 week of exam.
another week more
& holiday here i come.
hhhheeeee
and Physics.
go to hell.
i'm so gonna screw you.
*bang self in the wall =.=

there's for today.
XD
chinese ttn.
gah

jEs Ž †_'
no boundaries.
you've proved it.
the one,
who sings my soul.

there's nothing
between you and your dreams

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i miss them.

Thursday, May 21, 2009 || 5:08 PM

yea them.

I miss them
a lot.
i'm short of updates.
curse mid year for stealing the time away.
T.T

will be back in action soon.
just miss them LOTS !
=(

JongHyun has changed hairstyle.
SHINee's 2nd mini album 'Romeo' releasing on 25th of May.
till now ny i know.
really short of updates.
oh goodness.

i Miss
KIM JONG HYUN
&
SHIM CHANG MIN
!!!
=(

jEs Ž †_'
oh i just need all of you.
=(

longing for you
Bling Jong Hyun.

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For sure;

|| 3:34 PM

Chemistry is real down.
brain was blanked during paper 2
& during paper 1, was crap.
darn it.

it's completely a blasted lame post,
so don't read it.
warning here arh.
well i'm expressing my anger & disappointment through this blog cause i can't do that at home.
sisters found me annoying already.
wtf =.=

so today.
well maybe i shouldn't check the papers.
because every time i check,
my thoughts will be more complicated and there it'll affect me to change my answers.
it's good if it's changed to the right one but i,
however always choose the wrong answer
*i know it's pathetic =(
& there goes to those darn papers.
Dead X.X

so chemistry 1 was a failure for i got all properties of
-alkali metals & halogens
-ionic & covalent compounds
-metals & non-metals
and so on, Mixed up.
oh my goodness.
don't know wasted how many marks already for the dead brain can't function well.
*damn you brain. =.=

so that's test for today & now,
life.
now thinking bout it,
it's already not in an orderly manner.
due to mid year test,
i noticed there's no more tonnes of homeworks.
yay ! XD
thought of it in all sudden
& i'm glad bout it.
XD
but without homeworks screwing my sleeps,
there's those bloody papers which took over the job.
=.=
really bloody.
& of all sudden,
i somohow realised that my eye bags are getting darker & Darker.
*well i'm already darn dark so it's not noticable. wtf

yea for the sake of mid year,
i think that i have been toturing myself.
that's so true.
*slaps face*
i go to bed at 12am,
with lights on,
hoping the lights can wake me up after half an hour.
*i know 't's darn stupid. gah
in the end,
i woke up at 2,3,4,5 am.
each hour once & head back to sleep.
it's the 3rd week i'm doing that.
i woke up every hour for what i also don't know.
really frustrated & miserable.
but i'm sure of one thing.
i got up at 5.30am for the 3rd week already which is a never before.
well last minute preparation it is.
for now,
i really need to hug my bed.
haven't really sayang it for a long time dy.
=(
yes i'm longing to sleep.
so blasted mid year please go as soon as possible.
i darn hate you for screwing my dreams.
=.=

American Idol.
Jun said Kris Allen won.
oh yea.
he's such a sweetheart.
but Adam's really great.
well he should win.
was kinda shocked when Jun said he won because i expected Adam.
*Bern don't be so sad la huh.
cheer =D
he's gonna have an album of his own.
XD

Great Singers.
=D

Kris Allen

Adam Lambert

now.
oh i'm happy again.
wheee.
another 9 more papers to go
& i'm completely free.
*screwing all papers. XXD
oh my god i can't be any happier,
thinking that holidays are actually arriving !!!
bwahahahaha
oh yea holidays.

so now,
wtf for i need to get myself studying bio.
oh yes bio wtf.
surely i'll be screwing it tomorrow so pointless studying right ?
hmm yea i felt so too.
so just fail bio.
XD

p/s : QuEk, i can never pass.
XXD optimistic right ? XXXXD

jEs Ž †_'
ahahaha
another freaking week is gonna be over tomorrow.
XD

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Tagged by Alisson & Jazz.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 || 4:47 PM

Pass the quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you
01. Jing Wen
02. Hui Yi
03. Hendriq
04. Kenny
05. Jerome
06. JessMinn
07. Yan Wen
08. Pooi Yoong
09. Jie Yin
10. Pui Yi

1.What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Alisson - she rocks the world. XD
Jazz - XD she rocks my life. haha


2.Who is no.7 having relationship with?
haha well i'm not sure. XD


3.Who is no.9 having relationship with?
fuh that pretty girl. haha not sure too. XXD


4.If no.9 & 1 are together,will it be a good thing?
in what way together ?
lol


5.What about no.1 & 5?
lol haha they don't even know each other. XD


6.What is no.3 studying?
he's in form 4. Sub-science right ? XD


7.when was the last time you chatted with no.6?
hours ago. lol


8.Does no.8 have any cousin(s) in his/her school?
i guess no.


9.Will u woo no.8?
nah.. how am i suppose to do that ? lol


10.How about no.4?
nah haha. he's a great friend. XD


11.does no.2 have any siblings?
oh yea. a cute younger brother. XD


12.how did you get to know about no.3?
well, MYF.


13.No.4?
We were classmates for form 1. haha


14.No.7?
heheh MSN. got closer when i transferred to Afzan. XD


15.No.2?
afzan too. XD


16.where does no.1 live at?
kuantan.


17.How did you get to know no.10?
we were primary school classmates since standard 2 ! XD


18.Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?
fuyoh. yes in his own ways. haha

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the Season

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 || 3:41 PM

Exam has passed for a week.
& this is the 2nd week.
fuh well i have happily screwed every single paper.
seriously no mood for them.
gah

well papers for last week is freaking dreadful.
i had a strong feeling that i won't score A for English.
=(
other subjects the same too.
most geram bout Math.
i got all the facts wrong.
1 is a perfect square which i believed it's not.
1 is not a prime number which i believed that it is.
oh see how crap am i.
the worst is i used midpoint to divide instead of using frequency.
guess 30 marks gone ?
1 die whole family die.
really miserable gone case.
=(
that's enough for the sad case.

well there was this History paper 2 today
& i sucked at it.
the paper was dreadly awful.
i couldn't crap a single thing.
well i was happy that History is over !
YAY !!!

& Moral today.
this is the 3rd time i treated Moral subject seriously.
well what can i do ?
it's a darn compulsory subject.
gah
well i didn't finish Moral paper today.
10 freaking questions
& we were given less than 2 hours.
gah
so there goes another dreadful paper.
XD

so Chemistry paper 3 is on tomorrow.
=.=
paper 3 as in experiments
& structure questions i guess ?
see i don't even know the format well.
gah.

so it's Science subjects marathon starting from tomorrow
& i guess i'm up for it.
XD
since i know very well that all the papers will either head to heaven or hell.
so haha
Happy Science exams then.

i'm having this joy today.
know why ?
haha
cause there's only 11 dreadful papers left
& my world shall come !!!
hahahaha

7 days of nightmares to go through,
9 more miserable days to come,
& there's the arrival for H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S !!!
it's going to last for 2 weeks !!!
bwahahahaha.
OMG i just loveeeee holidays.
XD

so till then i'll update again.
XXD

HAPPY EXAM SEASON,
peeps.
XD

jEs Ž †_'
oh yea
i'm a vulgar blogger itself.
so beware of those killing words.
XD

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