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Friday, April 17, 2009 || 12:52 PM
...
If you can keep your head when all about you,
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can dream
-and not make dreams your master;
If you can think
-and not make thoughts your aim;
so here i am again.
finished school an hour ago,
and as always,
laughing off the whole day.
not gonna go for Chinese tuition later.
yeah !
instead, i'll be at home practicing the darn pieces & scales.
=(
oh hell so help me that i'll be able to play those freaking arpeggios.
having piano at 7.30 later.
oh damn.
i'm so not ready 4 another scolding.
fuh
Both Zhi Jing and Shu Yi phoned me up y'day.
the same ques they asked.
*me. them.
''u went 4 practice in Yamaha 2 days ago ? ''
''yes i did. how did u know bout it ? ''
''teacher told. she recognized you !''
yes,
my piano teacher 10 yrs ago.
that was when mum 1st send me to Yamaha for the JMC project thingy.
how i missed that dear time.
i loved piano.
Loved.
mum broke down when i was practicing my piano 2 nights ago.
she said she missed the time when me and sisters were still young & innocent.
she felt so because next to my room was small kids learning piano.
they clapped, they sang.
such a happy moment.
how i wish i could have one moment like that now.
gosh.
it had been 10 years.
i've learnt piano for 10 years & i failed twice.
=(
i was the only one among sisters who was sent 4 JMC project.
teacher Florence was the teacher back then.
she remembered me because i was one of her students in the 1st badge.
grade 8 after 910 years.
i can't bear 2 fail anymore.
i've disappoint 2 many ppl,
including myself.
so just wish i could pass.
peeps in afzan.
i miss you all a lot !
hope 2 have another outing but it ain't gonna happen until exams are over.
=(
3 freaking hard-bearing days.
i don't know what to do,
but i know i've got to overcome this.
Once and for all.
jEs Ž †_'let's just have Faith & Pray.
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