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Saturday, January 24, 2009 || 11:26 PM
I went to the temple 2day...
since aunts and uncle are back,
they wanted 2 pay grandpa a visit,
so i followed...
According to da chinese calender,
it's 29th of december....
time do flies...
unknowingly, my grandpa have passed away for 10 years...
exactly 10 years...
till now,
i still remember how he treated me and my 2 sisters...he loveD us...
i still remember that he always buys stickers 4 us...our favourite teletubies...
i still remember that he used 2 buy sweets 4 us...our favourite kopiko...
i still can remember my feelings when he was admitted into da hospital...
i still remember that i have actually drawn a get-well soon card for him,
but i never have da chance 2 give it to him...
he didn't made it...
guess i still have da card in one of my files...
i used 2 stick it at the back of mum's room's door in d old house...
lol
i really miss you...
i think of you regularly...
why do u have to leave me that early?
i was only 6 or 7...
such a hard time...
i really do not know that u have sickness...
no one ever tell me that...
ahh...
i'm thinkin of you again...
and as usual,
they are spilling out...
spilling out whenever i think of you...
lol
i realize that i didn't treat u nice when you were still here...
and after you're gone,
i felt that something's not there...
yea...
you're not here...
i regretted a lot of things...
i could have treat you better,
which i did not...
i didn't really appreciate the things you have done for me...
didn't really appreciate.
i'm sorry...
i wanted to tell you that after you come out from the hospital...
i'll try 2 become a better granddaughter...
but i never have da chance...
i weren't allow 2 go 2 da hospital 2 visit u cuz i'm 2 small according to mum...
i remembered da last time that i ever saw u in my life was
1 day or 2 days before u left us...
i was expecting you 2 come home...
2 give u a hug...
everything went wrong...
yea...
so wrong...
grandpa,
hope that you're fine in heaven or wherever you are...
hope that you're having a happy life over there...
i love you and i miss you alot...
lol
if i could turn back the time ...
jEs Ž |†_vampiresoulz'
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